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Saturday, December 18, 2004

holidays and friends

this holiday was somewhat a bit different from my previous holidays. got to meet some of my closest friends. it is fun knowing that this fella is going to leave for germany soon. i really can't wait for him to fly off!! coz this fella actually promised that he will bear all the costs if i go over there to visit him! quite a nice deal eh? :p

there wasn't anything much besides that. all the other fellas were done enjoying their holidays when i got home. so i didn't met much friends back home. being the silent one among them, i enjoyed their company :) it's not easy to describe how i feel... it's some sort of gratitude that i have to them. some sort of appreciation. i dunno how to put it in words :p but it was fun... those yum char nights and chats i had.

and i planned to meet this friend of mine on my way back to kl. i wasn't sure about the plan because i didn't know how to get to her workplace and she was working at that time. of course the main reason for me to meet her is she is the first friend of mine which is already working. i just wanted to see how she is and some catching up. well, i found my way to her workplace alright. but it was so damn big i didn't even know which department she was working at that time. some 'front desk' thingy? i don't know what it actually meant so i looked at the front desks. nope, she wasn't there. couldn't get through her phone too... she was already working at the time i reached. so the only thing i gained from the trip was the knowledge to get to her workplace :p it's not a wasted trip! :p

so my time with my friends was very short. holidays and friends don't come together for me. stress and friends would go along fine :p holidays make me tired, lethargic, sien... so i seldom take the trouble to contact them during my holidays unless i wanna meet them... and stress reminds me bout my friends... to look for comfort from them :) that's how they do, and do not go together :p

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